The Secret is Out.

fuucck thhiis.

Remember my best friend? Yeah, we don’t speak anymore. We hooked up, got in a huge fight and never resolved it. He was my first kiss. I wish he wasn’t. I should’ve waited for someone better.

My best friend is in Buffalo and I’m bored.
Our nightly texting had stopped and it makes me sad.
I know it’s for only a weekend,
But daaaamnn it suckss

So I told my best friend’s ex that he kissed me… I thought I was gunna get shit, but nah, she loves me even more now…

But do I want her to like me again ? Or is not being friends with her right for me?

questions without answers.

All my friends know i have an anon tumblr.
But no one knows the name.
One girl did, but as you can see, i changed my name up a lil’ bit.
So i doubt she’ll ever see this post.. or any other posts.
But anyways.
Everyone is busting their butt to find my blog, but it will never happen. Too many tumblrs like mine are currently in the tumblrverse, the chances of girls at my school to find me out ?
Near impossible.
But they can try… Will they succeed?

Xo
— City Girl

Weird Mucch ?

I feel like my best friend kinda ignored me today. He didn’t talk to me the way he normally does, and he was just… i don’t know. Different.
And I don’t know how to think of it.
Should I be worried? Or was it because he was with friends and he was just being a guy?
Either way, it was weird.
He was kinda spacing himself away from me.
But maybe I’m over reacting.
Maybe he didn’t realize he was doing it. But I thought it was a little odd.
Oh lord.
I fuckin hate emotions.

hmmmm.

My best friend fucking kissed me today.
And why did he do it ?
He said he was being jokes. Haha. How funny.
I’m not laughing, but I’m not crying either.
I love this kid as a best friend, but I would never date him. Ever.
And I know he feels the same about me, cause he tells me he does. Flat out.
Cause the rumours at school are ridiculous now. Kids care too much about other people’s business. ugh.
But like, a kiss? Really? Kiss on the cheek I fully understand.
BUT ON THE LIPS? (That sounded like a fourth grader, sorry….)
But seriously. Like woah.
I was fucking getting a transfer so I could get home and he was talking to me and it just fucking happened. Like omg. It was weird. But when I texted him after “that was so unexpected!” He was like “oh I should stop then..”
And the funniest thing is…
I told him that I fully didn’t care he kissed me, and that I was chill with it.
But I feel like a whore.
He’s my friend’s ex.
Not a close friend, but close enough.
And their relationship was so lame.. they didn’t kiss. Once.
I’ve gone farther with him than she ever did.
But if she ever found out… ohh man.
I’d be done for.

Lots of Love,
City Girl.

This time baby I’ll be; bulletproof.

In a relationship I want 3 things; Eyes that don’t cry, Lips that don’t lie and Love that won’t die.

Next time.

Next time you do what you did to me,
think about the consequences.

xo
-City Girl.

It’s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye, it’s funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It’s funny how forever never really seems to last, it’s funny how much you’d lose if you forgot about your past. It’s funny how friends can just leave you when you’re down, it’s funny how when you need someone they’re never around. It’s funny how people change and think they`re so much better, it’s funny how many lies can be packed in one “love letter”. It’s funny how people forgive even though they can’t forget, it’s funny how one night can contain so much regret. It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be but the funniest part of all, none of that’s funny to me.

I was born when you kissed me. I died when you left me. I lived a few weeks while you loved me.